on another note I think it sucks that i’ll have to be on meds for the rest of my life. I wish I was normal and didn’t have to rely on invega sustenna to be happy.
I try to remember what someone told me. That it doesn’t matter how long you stay in highschool, as long as you finish. But it upsets me I might have to do an extra year to finish off these two credits. I just really hate doing work outside of a classroom setting so I’m not really getting anywhere with credit recovery and my school doesn’t have a gym class. I kind of wished I transferred back to Dover High or something because I know I would have been able to double up on my classes with ease. I’m not going to sit here and say my school sucks because it doesn’t, at a normal school I wouldn’t have gotten an internship or have a lot of the opportunities I have. But god damnit, I wish they had more options with the classes you take.
no school tomorrwo dance oh yea
waiting for friend to pick me up so we can see some horror movie at the cinema. tbh I’m just happy to be getting out of the house. She promised me a sleepover and South Park, too. So.
I just want to fall in love
I don’t mean have someone fall for me
I mean I want to fall in love with someone
I want to be so in love it hurts
I want all the happiness and the pain and the good and the bad that comes along with it
i don’t care if my heart breaks
Because I’d rather feel something rather than nothing